Yey! I’M ON THE DEAN’S LIST! :) I’m not bragging or anything, but our subjects were really hard and it’s a big accomplishment especially for a third year student. :)) And I’m the only third year who made it to the Dean’s List this semester. :D
Thank you, Lord, for this blessing.
Sometimes I think I’m a failure to people whose lives I touch. I always do things to hurt them, and I swear it’s unintentional. I’m a poison to them. And I hate myself for hurting them. I’m a complete failure as a daughter, as a friend, as a sister, as a girlfriend. I know I can do better than this. And I really am trying hard to deserve these people. To be the best they could have. I love them so much. But no matter what I do, I always end up hurting them. I’m scared.
But sometimes, the person who can make us feel lonely is the one who can also make us feel like the happiest person alive.
Fever and colds don’t go away. I think they’re attached to me. It would be great if they let me go already. -_-
It’s been a very rough day for me. Woke up at around 4:30 in the morning feeling sick and hungry. I ate breakfast and threw it up. I slept again till 9am and got up for a job interview at 10.
I fvcking hate ABS CBN. We thought they were offering us office jobs because they required us to bring documents. Only to make us sell stupid sim cards? Am I that low? Of course not.
I didn’t want this day to go to waste so I convinced my friends that we search for jobs all over the city. From 10:30, we’ve been inquiring from establishment upon establishment but to no avail. At 3, we went to a friend’s place to search for OJT placements online. Still nothing. We were too hungry, exhausted and disappointed to go on so we went home with nothing.
I’ve been feverish for days. The heat was excruciating it made me want to collapse.
I hate this day.