If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
Yey! I’M ON THE DEAN’S LIST! :) I’m not bragging or anything, but our subjects were really hard and it’s a big accomplishment especially for a third year student. :)) And I’m the only third year who made it to the Dean’s List this semester. :D
Thank you, Lord, for this blessing.
Sometimes I think I’m a failure to people whose lives I touch. I always do things to hurt them, and I swear it’s unintentional. I’m a poison to them. And I hate myself for hurting them. I’m a complete failure as a daughter, as a friend, as a sister, as a girlfriend. I know I can do better than this. And I really am trying hard to deserve these people. To be the best they could have. I love them so much. But no matter what I do, I always end up hurting them. I’m scared.